002 Limerence

"the state of being infatuated or obsessed with another person, typically experienced involuntarily and characterized by a strong desire for reciprocation of one's feelings but not primarily for a sexual relationship."

It first started with a kiss.
It first started with a touch.
It first started with a thought of lust.
If first started with the thought of occupying each other loneliness.

she thought she understand what he wants.
he never thought he lose it in his head.
they both thought what they thought is true.

then he falls in love.
he falls. deeply.

and she thought it was a limerence.
she was scared. she wants to run away.
she thought he was being attached to her.
she thought he was obsessed with her.
she was doubting him.
she wants to run away.
she doesn't wants to fall in love.
she hates it. she despised it.

she wants lust.
she was lonely.
she wants to be touched.
but not love.
again. she try to run away.

he holds her.
he tells her he love her.
she just smiled.
she thought it was a limerence.

it was a limerence.
was.
he loves her.
then she falls in love.

then.
she thought it wrongly.
it was not a limerence.
at that time he pull her hands.
and show her the outside world.

she falls in love with the sky.
she falls in love with the smell of the grass.
she falls in love with the beautiful palette of the earth
she falls in love with him. deeply.
just as deep as the the sound of the marble thrown deep into the bottom of the lake.
as silence as that. slowly. deeply. madly in love.

and she thought.
it was not a limerence.
it is love.